![[...] I suppose this was the first time I had ever felt an urge not to be. Never an urge to die, far less an urge to put an end to myself - simply an urge not to be. This disgusting, hostile and unlovely world was not made for me, nor I for it. It was alien to me and I to it.](/assets/img/quote-photos/i-suppose-this-was-the-first-time-i-had-ever-felt-an-urge-not-to-be-never.jpg)
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