Christine Hall
Christine Hall
constantly finish life months wanting weeks wishing worst
They've been the worst months of my life. I've been wishing my life away by constantly wanting the weeks to go by so Connor could finish his treatment.
adult along aware needed numb otherwise realised totally
I just realised I'm the adult and I have to be strong. I didn't want to plod along in a numb state, I needed to be totally aware of what's going on, otherwise it wouldn't be fair.
babies baby effect injured kicked medicine punched
I didn't want the baby to be injured if Connor kicked or punched me in the stomach, but I also didn't want to have to tell him off for something that wasn't his fault. It was the effect of the medicine he was taking.