Elizabeth Scott
Elizabeth Scott
girl thinking perfect
I love the me I am with him. I’m the girl who has Dave. I’m Lauren, Dave’s girlfriend. I’m someone better than Lauren Smith, who no one noticed till Dave came along. The thing is, that girl isn’t me and I know it. But when I’m with him, I feel like I could be her. That if something in me was just–I don’t know, shifted a little or something, smoothed down–people would think of me the way they think of Dave, and everything would always be perfect. I would be perfect.
thinking people stuff
I think...I think sometimes that's how it is. Sometimes people have to go before you get stuff. Before you can really get it.
thinking like-you drowning
I think you’re the saddest person I’ve ever met. It’s like you’re drowning in it.
fall thinking wish
I wish it had never happened because then I wouldn't think about it as I'm falling asleep.
thinking perfect people
I don’t know, shifted a little or something, smoothed down–people would think of me the way they think of Dave, and everything would always be perfect. I would be perfect.
beautiful thinking love-is
I think love is huge, overwhelming. I think it's terrible and beautiful.
kissing thinking special-you
Josh pulls me aside. "Hey, About before, I just... I wanted to say ... well, I think you're pretty special." He says, kind of stumbling over the words a little. Like he's hesitant to say them, now i wish he'd hug me again. And then kiss me. But he doesn't. He just waves and walks off. I sigh. "Hannah, I just... I want you to know if I pause alot when I tell you how special you are I want you to think that I'm... very... very... deep," Finn says
mother believe thinking
My mother taught me to believe in silver, to believe in things, but I think it's more important to believe in me.
thinking want used
the thing is you can get used to anything you think you cant you want to die but you dont you cant you just are
thinking want ends
I didn’t want to see it. I didn’t think he’d ever really notice me, and in the end, he didn’t.
reading school thinking
Are you reading?" I say. It's not that I don't think Finn can read or anything, but it's just - well, not what I expected to see. I figured Finn spent his time doing whatever it is guys who aren't Josh do when they aren't in school. Burping, or something. "Try not to look so surprised," Finn says. "I read. I can count to ten. Sometimes I can even spell my own name.
thinking guy soul
I don’t think I could have picked a worse guy to be my soul mate.
matter firsts stills
I liked him first, but it doesn't matter. I still like him. That doesn't matter either. Or at least, it's not supposed to.
heart cutting broken
I’m broken, I have cut myself wide open. I can see my heart and it is not what I believed it was, it is not good and kind and all the things I have always thought I am.