Jack
trying juice gluten
Diet is a big thing. I am a firm believer in you are what you eat. I juice a lot, I try and stick to a Paleo Diet. At its core, I look at MS as inflammation, so I try and eliminate foods that cause inflammation: dairy, gluten, grains.
granted good-health cant
You cant take good health for granted.
real party groups
I had my group of friends, you know, like my real group of friends, and then I had, like, party friends.
overcoming motto
Adapt and overcome' is my new motto.
party way kind
Where I felt comfortable was being the one that everyone liked to party with. And it was kind of the way I could fit in.
real clear knows
I'm real clear, you know? There's no fogginess.
feelings stuff certain
I have a tendency to really stuff things. I don't really express, you know? Like, express certain feelings and stuff.
morning broken alarms
I'm going to get you a broken alarm clock so you'll get up in the morning.
drinking europe trying
I took a bottle of pills. I'd been in Europe and I had a lot of absinthe and I was just drinking and drinking, trying to, you know, just shut my body down.
dad drinking emotional
Dad was just an emotional wreck. He was drinking a lot of the time, he was smoking a lot of pot. And because he takes certain medications, the drinking was making him... you know, he wasn't even present, really.
drinking people use
I go to a meeting every day. I surround myself with people who don't use. I recently got back from Ozzfest and I caught myself in kind of a sticky situation where I was around a lot of people using, drinking and it was kind of - I didn't have the urge to use once, but I just knew I shouldn't have been there.
kids kicking ass
I'm an ass-kicking fat kid.
suicide suicidal thinking
For a while I was suicidal and I tried to kill myself. I think I should have died about four times.
nice dark want
Well, all I can say is, it's a day-by-day program, and so I'm very worried about relapsing, but I don't know. I don't want to use. I don't want to go back to that place because nothing good came of it. It was super dark; it's not nice.