Jack
expression worry soul
But they need to worry and betray time with urgencies false and otherwise, purely anxious and whiny, their souls really won't be at peace unless they can latch to an established and proven worry and having once found it they assume facial expressions to fit and go with it, which is, you see, unhappiness, and all the time it all flies by them and they know it and that too worries them no end.
may tomorrow dies
We are nothing. - Tomorrow we may be die. We are nothing. - You and me.
tired heart mean
Way far back in the beginning of the world was the whirlwind warning that we could all be blown away like chips and cry- Men with tired eyes realize it now, and wait to deform and decay- with maybe they have the power of love yet in their hearts just the same, I just don't know what that word means anymore- All I want is an ice cream cone
reading landscape bumps
...but I preferred reading the American landscape as we went along. Every bump, rise, and stretch in it mystified my longing.
saving fifty bucks
They spent all week saving pennies and went out Saturdays to spend fifty bucks in three hours.
writing want what-you-want
If you dont [sic] say what you want, what's the sense of writing?
morning stupid hate
I'm stuck struggling in the cold water, and all I can do is grieve, grieve, in the hoar necessitous horror of the morning, bitterly I hate myself, bitterly it's too late yet while I feel better I still feel ephemeral and unreal and unable to straighten my thoughts or even really grieve, in fact I feel too stupid to be really bitter, in short I don't know what I'm doing and I'm being told what to do...
girl past world
So I rushed past the pretty girls, and the prettiest girls in the world live in Des Moines.
night rainy myth
It was a rainy night. It was the myth of a rainy night.
swimming rivers hardship
I'm right there, swimming the river of hardships but I know how to swim...
serious
It was all completely serious, all completely hallucinated, all completely happy.
stars fades dies
And I will die, and you will die, and we all will die, and even the stars will fade out one after another in time.
white ties clouds
Who can leap the world's ties and sit with me among white clouds?
beautiful girl sweet
Her little shoulders drove me mad; I hugged her and hugged her. And she loved it. 'I love love,' she said, closing her eyes. I promised her beautiful love. I gloated over her. Our stories were told; we subsided into silence and sweet anticipatory thoughts. It was as simple as that. You could have all your Peaches and Bettys and Marylous and Ritas and Camilles and Inezes in this world; this was my girl and my kind of girlsoul, and I told her that.