Portia De

Portia De
sexuality totality
My sexuality is a part of me that I really like. But it's not the totality of me.
smart intellectual trying
I try to be feminine, yet intellectual and smart at the same time. You don't see enough of that
spiritual love-yourself healing
My decision not to eat animals anymore was paramount to my growth as a spiritual person. It made me aware of greed and made me more sensitive to cruelty. It made me feel like I was contributing to making the world better and that I was connected to everything around me. I felt like I was part of the whole by respecting every living thing rather than using it and destroying it by living unconsciously. Healing comes from love. And loving every living thing in turn helps you love yourself.
long want attractive
I knew I wasn't attractive, and I was very happy about that. I didn't want to be attractive. I didn't want to attract. As long as no one wanted to be let in, I didn't have to shut anyone out.
disappear wanted anorexics
When I was anorexic it just seemed like I literally wanted to disappear. And now I would like to reappear
love-you healing helping
Healing comes from love. And loving every living thing in turn helps you love yourself.
talking youth
I did a lot of fast talking as a youth; I was pretty good at it. I was never talked into it - I was always the one doing the talking.
class race firsts
Even when I took first prize, topped the class, won the race, I never really won anything. I was merely avoiding the embarrassment of losing.
age young young-age
I was very sexual from a very young age.
strong-women character female
I'm really attracted to strong women. Let me rephrase that, I'm really attracted to strong female characters.
goal inspire acting
We must be able to inspire. That's my goal in acting
heart gay my-heart
I knew that I was gay, I knew it. I just couldn't see myself as a gay woman, even though that's where my heart was.
beautiful thinking ideas
I have to be asked, I guess, but I love the idea of marriage. I think it's beautiful. I'm such a romantic, and I always have been.
age groups peers
I'm not quite as limber, but for my peers and my age group, I'm still top notch!