Portia De
Portia De
changed due identify largely trying
When I was 15, I changed my name legally. I think it was largely due to my struggle about being gay. Everything just didn't fit, and I was trying to find things I could identify myself with, and it started with my name.
home choices trying
I was trying to find a reason for having had to escape from the place that was my home. To convince myself of my choices, I had to make it a place that everyone should want to escape from.
style trying magazines
If you've looked at all the glamour magazines lately, all the covers are actresses. If they are on those covers, they are going to try to emulate models. That's just the way it is.
smart intellectual trying
I try to be feminine, yet intellectual and smart at the same time. You don't see enough of that
love until wait
I love the idea of marriage. I can't wait until we can take that step.
happier love
I have to be asked, but I love the idea of marriage. I'm happier than I ever thought I could be, Ellen's incredible.
time
The first time I was paparazzi'd, I thought I was being investigated for an insurance claim.
fun play matter
It's always fun to play the innocent, no matter what you're doing. If you feel like you're doing the right thing, you can get away with a lot comedically. I had definitely missed not having a conscience.
age groups peers
I'm not quite as limber, but for my peers and my age group, I'm still top notch!
hands body
I love body parts, especially hands.
caring cards green
I married him for a green card. We had a really great, caring relationship; it just obviously wasn't right for me.
disappear wanted anorexics
When I was anorexic it just seemed like I literally wanted to disappear. And now I would like to reappear
effort wish normal
Normal" isn't an adjective you wish to hear after putting that much effort into making sure it was spectacular.
smart agree-upon people
The theory of objectivism claims that there are certain things that most people in society can agree upon. A model is pretty. A lawyer is smart. Our society is based upon objectivism. It’s how we make rules and why we obey them.